My name is Sylvain. I'm French.
My first and main interests are mathematics and physics. My Meyer-Briggs type is INTP.
It was so painful for me to go through the official curriculum up to my PhD of mathematics.
This curriculum is especially dreadful in France for those who are INTP like me and wish to become scientists, because... it is a form of mental slavery, that is mentally exhausting but NOT intelligent.
I managed to understand general relativity theory by myself at the age of 16 (in parallel to my high school years), while, in parallel, developing thoughts in metaphysics and economics.
I was already interested in NDEs, as the first few books on the subject were being published and getting popular during my teenage.
I was shocked by the pseudo-skepticism I could find in a French popular scientific magazine at that time (Science&Vie).
After reading a few books of spirituality, I converted to Evangelical Christianity at about 19, expecting it to be the truth away from the nonsense and social oppression I had observed - until I painfully deconverted from it less than 10 years later (I was smashed by its nonsense, then searched if there was another truth by checking the reports of NDE showing that these testimonies do not depend on faith, therefore dismissing the Christian claim that faith is necessary for salvation).
After my PhD, I travelled to many countries but never to the US, for several reasons including the report of my sister who went there - thank you Winston for having explained why the US is not a good place to go, in your articles I just read in these last few days.
I'm generally depressed because of the many troubles I faced (the main one being the second one):
- The school system, including bullying by school mates and hard stupid school work
- I still could not find love, because of different things, including shyness, incredibly bad luck, the time wasted following the school curriculum, the taboo on the issue of search for love both in society in general and in Christianity in particular; then I wasted time travelling to search in many countries in vain, because... I'm only compatible with a too small minority.
- The damage made to me by the psychiatrists which the French security system somehow forced me to visit after I stopped my only year of math teaching at university, even though I was very careful trying to avoid and stop taking any harmful drug, but they managed to trick me into harming myself anyway.
I faced a lot the "victim-blaming" mentality that Winston told about. The only disagreement is that he assumed this phenomenon to be specific to the US; I never went to the US, but still I found it widespread.
I am generally horrified to see the widespread nonsense in this world, including the dire lack of communication between science and the public.
This includes the sort of schizophreny of many faculty members who play two roles: reasearch and teaching, but fail to be professors, that is to make the necessary connection between science and teaching, that would provide their students with a more direct access to science (you can google "The role of the professor" to see what I mean).
So I dedicate an important part of my efforts to re-explain science for a public that I would not claim to be large (it would not be realistic), but at least to include more people than now, the few ones that would be really interested and able to follow it, but lack the means to reach it in the current world.
I also spent some time writing some debunking articles, first in French, then in English. The subjects include pseudo-skepticism, dating and Christianity, but also crackpot science.
In particular I spent quite a time debunking Laurent Nottale, who has one of the highest scientific positions in the French public science system ("directeur de recherche CNRS", who are less than 5,000), and thus was trusted by the media and the public for this, and loved by them for his claims of having discovered a new theory of everything and publishing a book of science popularization introducing to his "theory" (see a comment on my debunking work, in a web page titled "Laurent Nottale said to deserve Nobel" - it says Nottale was less famous, but only concerns the English speaking media; while he was considered the one new Einstein by the French media, including Science&Vie presenting his ideas as one of the 4 rivalling theories of everything, aside string theory, loop quantum gravity and noncommutative geometry).
Just a little anecdote for you: there was on the web a paranormal believer, who likes to uncritically believe any "theory" against "scientific orthodoxy", and who expected to get support for his views from Nottale, just because Nottale seems to be a free thinker resisting the scientific orthodoxy. But then he was so shocked to discover that Nottale is a very materialistic person, who denies all possible existence of paranormal phenomena.

So I agree with Winston, that this world is governed by deception and nonsense. But I disagree about what is the way out of this nonsense.
He sees the way out in some spirituality, while trying to debunk some wrong religious and spiritual claims.
But I think the problems with spirituality are much deeper than this, and I see the true way out to be instead in reason, science and technology. I will develop this in another post, explaining what I think is wrong with this website, and how it jeopardizes its credibility in the eyes of scientists.