There's a rather ancient saying, "
Thou shall not tempt the lord thy god. . . "
In more mundane terms, when you chase after something the lower your chances at finding it. Have you even noticed how, when you're single it seems no one has an interest in you and the instant you get into a relationship would be opportunities come out of the woodwork?
Look at nature, how the very critters a lion would enjoy chowing down on will walk side-by-side with lions when they are well fed and the threat of attack does not exist. Same applies when it comes to human hunters in the wood and why they strive to be more and more stealthy so as to not project their intent for the animals to sense -- it's all an aspect of basic instinct for the sake of survival, to sense the aggressor and/or potential danger.
When it comes to things Psychic/Spiritual "faith" or put another way, "trust" is the key requisite, until you let go and stop insisting on some kind of unique experience, it's probably not going to happen. Too, the more critical (cynical) your personal perspective, the less likely you will be to recognize such things in that you'll be too busy trying to figure it out or applying one of the classic skeptic band-aids to the situation, such as "coincidence" or my favorite fickle-fart "self-fulfilling prophecy" (c'mon, in one breath skeptics say that affirmation & visualization/prayer don't work and yet, it is one of their favorite explanations when it comes to precognition or the fulfillment of prayer???

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People that want to hunt down this "proof" want to dissect the source in order to "figure it out" -- not because of general curiosity but so they can exploit that same ability for self-gain. . . this is the greater truth behind it all, just look at how much knowledge gets abused in the world and how much of it was once esoteric knowledge reserved for the few, be it mystical or technological; when the secrets become available they bring forth greed and a lust for power. This is why certain knowledge and certain truths must remain elusive except in those very rare instances.
If you honestly want to have such experiences set aside your bias and pick-up a copy of Joseph Weed's book "
Wisdom of the Mystic Masters" and begin working the process it outlines. You will discover two things if you do this;
a.) how mystical it really isn't;
b.) how amazing it actually can be. It might take you a couple of years, but I promise that you're eyes will be opened and that's before you step anywhere close to some of the other factors associated with psi-development such as Tarot or the ways of the Kabalah.
