I was so fascinated by the images of this particular deity. Despite the warnings, I found myself staring intently at an image of this deity and I repeated the name of the deity with an attitude of great respect and admiration. Suddenly, I felt a strange feeling and a rush of excitement as I felt myself connect with this deity's essence.
Immediately after this feeling, I heard a loud, blood-curdling scream of terror which made me jump.
"Help! HEEEELP!!" I heard a woman screaming. It sounded like it was coming from outside...
I went out onto my balcony and saw that one of my neighbors on the floor below me and one apartment over was screaming out on her balcony. She did not sound drunk or crazy. She sounded like someone who was in mortal danger and who was absolutely terrified for her life with nowhere to escape to.
Many people have committed suicide by jumping off the balconies in my apartment building, so I was concerned that she might jump. But thankfully, she did not. I waited to see if any police cars would come soon, but they did not. I was quite shaken because her screams had been so powerful and awful-sounding.
I asked other people in town later what had happened, but they didn't know anything about it. They said that it was possible that some people with mental problems live in my building.
My theory is that mentally ill people are more sensitive to spiritual energies. I think that I brought that deity to my general location, but that this mentally-ill woman was the only one sensitive enough to be affected by it or to perhaps see it. I feel bad that my experimentation caused her such terror. I will not try to repeat the experience because it would be unethical to terrify her again, and next time, she might well indeed jump.
However, the ability to project absolute terror into the mind of another might be useful if I ever witness a crime in progress and want to temporarily incapacitate a criminal in order to save other people.
I know that people might say that this was just a coincidence, but this woman started screaming immediately after I had invoked the deity, and I had never heard that neighbor ever scream or make a single noise before that time, and I haven't heard her do that again since that time either.
Anyway, now I know why people say that you shouldn't get involved with Dharma Protectors before you've had the proper training. This is also why their practices remain secret.Statistics: Posted by Jackal — 20 Nov 2010, 23:41
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